I am sorry Love

I love you so very much,
Even though at times I do things that hurt.
I try so hard to hope that you always see
How much you being in my life means to me.
I am sorry yet again for causing you pain.
That is the last thing I ever wanted to do.
Even when I am trying to look out for you and do the right thing,
I mess up, I am sorry for that too.
I hope that you still know how much I love and cherish you,
Like nothing else in my life gives me the thrill of being loved by you.
So I hope that you listen and see it in my eyes,
This sincere apology that comes with tears from deep inside.


By Whitestar.....

The Strange Case of Misunderstanding

The misunderstanding is cruel thing. It creates the perception. That perception is mostly wrong in my case by the other person. Many times people misunderstands me. They think I don't care of them.
Some time my actions creates a feeling like I am a selfish person. I say, everyone is this world is selfish but for those everyone there is someone for them they can go any heights.
Still, unknowingly some of our actions looked like there is no care for them. Its not that simple.
Judging someone just by seeing few instances is cruelty we are making to  them.

I do care for them and for some its much more than myself. I have never cared much for myself and try to go easy way for myself.

I am not really sure how to change the perception. Actions are the only  way which changes the perception but those too also needs a particular amount of refinement. My habit of going bit fast with few things is also one of the cause of this.

In the rage of doing something fast, I miss some key things and they are the ones which hits the iron and flutter around me and creates a turmoil of issues.

Hope Some day these actions of mine will be refined and I am able to change the perception.