Mar Mite!

jis pe hum mar mite
usko pata bhi nahi
kya gila hum kare
woh bewaafa bhi nahi
humne jo keh diya
usne suna bhi nahin.............

Being Fired!

“Can you give me another chance?” He asked, trembling, with pale face and sweaty palms from fear.

He gripped his pants, trying to soak the sweat but to no avail. It profusely flowed like a never ending fountain. He felt humiliated. Guilty. Stupid. He glanced at the door, thinking of running away, but he chose to wait for their response. The air was so thick that it was hard to breathe.

He had just been screamed and pointed fingers at for the past 10 minutes. No one was on his side and he was cornered in that grim kitchen. His co-workers? Busy pretending to not pay attention and proceeded with their work. His bosses’ faces were testaments to the extent of their fury – hungry tiger would look tame in comparison. It was amazing their veins haven’t burst from all those yelling.

“No,” said the big guy with sharp and aggressive tone. “Get out.”

That first day was also the last day of my career as a sandwich maker at Subway. I grabbed my bag and walked out with my tail between my legs. I felt dead inside. And sad. But I couldn’t cry. Disappointed I guess. I was extremely looking forward to working at my first ever job, but it ended as abruptly as it came. At least it was a sunny day – I didn’t have my umbrella.

Wonderful Tonight

It's late in the evening; she's wondering what clothes to wear.
She puts on her make-up and brushes her long blonde hair.
And then she asks me, "Do I look all right?"
And I say, "Yes, you look wonderful tonight."

We go to a party and everyone turns to see
This beautiful lady that's walking around with me.
And then she asks me, "Do you feel all right?"
And I say, "Yes, I feel wonderful tonight."

I feel wonderful because I see
The love light in your eyes.
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don't realize how much I love you.

It's time to go home now and I've got an aching head,
So I give her the car keys and she helps me to bed.
And then I tell her, as I turn out the light,
I say, "My darling, you were wonderful tonight.
Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight."



Is it Eric clapton or Elvis..??  But who cares..  its for her..   my imagination... :)

Memories of her

when day passes by
the memories of her comes alive
i cling to her memories
feels like the passed by centuries.

i was down when she got lost
i need her now at any cost
thinking of her is now my work
but sometimes my mind just go berserk

i will find her one day
will always keep her at my allay
will not let her go away
but i cant handle this delay....

Why O why?????????

Why O Why you kept her staring?
Din't you had anything worth gearing?
Why there is so much fuss for her?
Din't she told you to be away from her?
Why there is so much anger in you?
Is it because she said NO to you?
Why did you tried to ruin her life?
Is it because she just shown you her little knife?
How that act of throwing that acid on her makes you gleamed?
Dint your heart melt when she screamed?

dedicated to that special who lost her outer beauty..!

Dearies...!

(Taken from a Blog..   forgot from where :( )

Dear Friends,

I have always been an introvert and you know it. I was never a person to go out and speak to anyone. If you think back, it was you who spoke to me first. I thank you for that.
I have all of you to thank for being in my life and making it a hell of a lot easier for me to take stupid decisions. Believe me I don't regret any of those decisions ;). You have been with me when I have fallen and you have been with me when I got up and to that I am ever grateful.
You might have been irked by some of the decisions I unwittingly have taken in my life. I know I have been very stubborn on some of the other decisions which some of you had cautioned me not to take. You might have judged me. But, I am grateful for you for sticking by me even after all that.
I will sincerely tell you that I have never been jealous of any of you. I have been always proud at any of your achievements. I may not show it, but believe me I am proud of you guys/girls.

Each one of you is different and unique for me. I value your friendship more than you know.

I may have ignored you sometimes because I was going through some very heavy introspection. I may have been mean to you sometimes but I have never stopped loving you.

We may have had a few difference of opinions and I may have argued with you about shit that does not matter, because let’s face it, shit happens. Nobody is perfect. Not me, not you.

We are all working/studying and some of you are married or going to get married (ah this remind me of my mom nagging me to get married). So all you other people, stop being little shitheads and pick my calls, or call me or ask me to meet you or just send a message occasionally. I know some of your lives revolve and rotate around your boyfriends/girlfriends. Some of you are lazy asses. Some of you have been sweet. But, all of you are too darn good for me to lose.

I know how stressful working in a corporate world is. I know how cloistered in your room wont help you de-stress.

I really try very hard to be a friend to every one of you and failing miserably because it is a one sided effort.

You move out o\to different places and you don't tell me, you change jobs and you don't tell me. What is with all the secrets people.
Well, I wrote this to tell you that from my side you are still my friends. I know it is difficult to make time in midst of this crazy, fast paced world. I just want you to know that I am here, if you want me, I am always here.

Aapka Apna... :p